I am at the end of my rope. I cannot put into words what is going on with him. I have no idea. Honestly, it’s like he’s possessed! It’s not my child! He’s throwing tantrums, throwing things, slamming doors and breaking things. I’m done. I cannot physically or emotionally continue this. He is 6 years old. He has ADHD and PDD. I get it that he is special. I get that he is not like a “normal” child. But this is absolutely ridiculous. The medicine does not seem to be working; he thinks he can talk back to me. Spankings don’t work, time outs don’t work, and taking everything away doesn’t work. So what am I supposed to do? I am calling to see about switching doctors’ offices for him tomorrow, but then gotta wait to get in there probably. He needs stronger meds. I don’t want to feel like I am raising a 16 yr. old rebel. He is 6 damn years old. I’m done. I am so heated, so angry, so frustrated right now that I could probably punch a hole in the wall that even the incredible hulk would be jealous.
I want to write more, but now, I am on a mission --- to take all the things out of his room, and decide if I am placing them in the garbage, or just temporarily taking them away.
I may write more later, but if not, then I will write more tomorrow once I figure out what’s going on with the doctor.