Saturday, November 27, 2010

Is it wrong?

Is it wrong of me to not want to embrace others peoples joy right now? Is it wrong of me to not want to congratulate people when something good happens? I feel like life has dealt me such a shitty hand right now, that its hard for me to see everyone post about how happy they are or how thankful they are... Yea yea yea, I get it, its that time of the year. But still!?

Its a hard time for us financially right now, and it just sucks. I need to move, and cannot do so because have no money saved for a deposit or anything anywhere. I know that no one will let us move in with no deposit, and no first months payment.  So I'm stuck until probably tax time unless some kind of miracle happens...

I guess by then I would be alright and be able to finally be happy for others. But right now, I feel like a scrooge and a Grinch, and honestly I don't care.

Eventually I will get over it.

But don't be surprised if you dont see any grateful / thankful posts for a while. Maybe I will turn around before Christmas.... But, I am not saying for sure.

1 comment:

  1. It's okay, it happens to anybody. Just keep looking for a way. I'm sure you will find it. We all deserve happiness. There's too many out there trying to grab it, some are lucky to have it, and some should fall into a ditch, and it sucks. But as long as you have 2 strong feet and faith, keep looking forward. Light will guide you:)

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